2 words,break my heart

I tot dis is a blog tat full of happiness b4,bt nw..i gonna start a sad post here..
sumtin happen 2nite..sumtin tat make both of us unhappy..
juz bcz my plan 4 2ml..
24Jan09 suppose b happy de..cz can c each other..
bt juz bcz my plan..nw both of us unhappy~
he cant folo wat i planed..bt actually i knw he cant folo...bt my heart so weird..
feel tat very no siok..
i oso dono y wil like dis..
tats y i so mang zang myself..
bt he tot i m angrying him abt tat things..
i knw!!!i knw u cant folo my plan!!i reli knw!!
i not wish 2 force u de!!reli!!bt my heart dono y so bo siok..
mayb like tat make my sound n word abit like angry!!
bt actually i m not angry!!!
juz mang zang myself!!
his temper oso not so gd~
hot ady!!!!
i m the person tat cant hot temper with me when i m pek chek or mang zang..
cz i cant cntrl myself!!!!!
tat time!!!he bad~i oso bad!!
at last!!he said " fen shou la"then hang out the fon!!
i straight cry after he hang up!!reli straight cry!!
heart so pain!!
y tat 2 word so eary 2 say out from his mouth?!
y???? after few minutes..he call bc!
v talk abt the things!!he stil hot temper!!
n finally!he knw tat he misunderstood sumtin!
sumtin tat i not mean so bt he think i did!!
he said sry 2 me!!
bt my heart stil pain!!
cant recover!!
pain!!!!so pain!!!
y so easily say out tat 2 words?y??
he promise me wont say tat 2 me de..
bt he did!!!y??!!!y break the promise??!!y hurt me??!
so pain!!!until nw!!!so pain!!
later 9am stil gt accounting exam..
hope tat i can handle it!!
after tat can c him ady!!
bt hw wil i face him?
i dono!!
i juz knw...my heart is pain nw!!!!!!


breaking my heart by 2 words-

-The Day I've been Waiting 4 so long-

-2day-
23 Jan 2009
i've been waiting 2day 4 so long..
finally~ it reached..^^
dis is d day my ♥ little father ♥ come bc BM from KL...
n 2ml..v wil meet each other..
so miss him..
i knw his feeling is exactly same with me^^
cz v miss each other so much..
both of us juz waiting the time 2 reach n meet 4 each other..
finally finally & finally~
hehexx..
so excited nia~
wakakakakazzz..

2ml is my last subject 4 1st year 2nd sem's final exam in tarc..
hahaxx..
i stil happy la although i knw some subjects mayb wil kena resit..
hahaxx..
bt i think i should enjoy my holidays la..
dowan 2 think abt it..
resit mah resit lorhxx..XD
(no need is better lar..)

my ♥ little father ♥ have test at 5pm later..
so i +u+u 4 him n support him here..^^
gambateh oh..
u can do it de^^
so hardworking 4 dis few days..
u can score it de oh..^^
+u+u..
owaz support u ya~
muacksxzz..^^


-22 hours left-
♥ miss u ♥
♥ luv u ♥
^^

21 Jan 09 =.="

knw y i gv dis face?
cz tat c2p BISA is damn hard!!!!!
ahhhhhhh~!!!
so bad lar..
all my expecting question dint come out..
all come out the c2p question.. all i study de dint come out..
aboh i can score liao mah..
ah mon dis genius oso said dono hw 2 do ah..
gai liao lar dis time..
cham cham liao..
bt nvm..
at least i gt try my best 2 study le..
hehexx..(an wei myself)
n 1 more reason i gv tat face is........
the weather 2 hot liao lar..
c2p weather lai de..
i wan cao hueh dah liao lah..
hot til~~~~~~~~ >.<>
juz nw i dint eat then straight go exam at 2pm..
my stomach scold me when the half way of exam ah..
then i scold bc..
hahaxx..
then after finished the stupid exam.
. go buy sausage roti
(2day 4gt take pic..2 hungry liao)..
reach hostel then...
ham ham wake up ady..this is my cute n c2p son--ham ham

he so xian shi..
i gv him seed he dowan..
then i use seed gor abit sausage source..
he eat pula.. =.=
then after 3 seeds..
he clever liao..
juz lick all the source..
then throw away the seed..
bad till~~~
hng..>.<>lek..=P
after mum..
straight post dis lame blog le lor..
hahaxx..
ntg special de la..
ma post siok lor..
kakaxx..
n horrhhxx..
sosososososo~~
so miss some1 lor..
hehexx..
little father..
dn over joy when read til here ya~
i knw u will de..
kakazz..
yalar..
admit lar..
i miss u..
dar dar..
muacksxzz..^^
yeah..
u wan come bc le..
happy nia~
muacksxzz..^^
bt juz nw u told me ur project so hard..
pity pity ya~
bt i owaz support u de..
+u+u oh..
syg syg~ muacksxzz..^^
hehexx..

now very hot..
so write til here then stop la..

2 b continue.....

- 2 more days -
miss u
luv owaz
^^

20 Jan 2009 ^^

juz finish my lunch..

-hokkein mee-
it cost me RM3.50
(large,+ egg)


huuu~~
the weather is damn hot..
i keep sweating although juz finish bathing..
dis few days.
i m so easy 2 sweat..
after eating wil sweat..
after drink d water oso wil sweat..
i reli swt liao..
hahaxx...XD
2ml gt 1 paper..
at 2pm..
Business Information System & Application..
dis is the subject tat i scare the most..
y?
cz i dint attend the lecture class..
i think juz attend 3/10 ba..XD
n the tutorial oso the same..
tats y i receive warning letter..
hahaxx..
bt so lucky is the test i stil can pass..
so unbelievable..
i juz boom only oso wil pass wor..
wakakaxx..
bt exam not same ady..
2ml dono hw 2 die le..
juz nw start study from chapter 1..Introduction..>.<
haiz..
anyway..
i wil try my best oso de..
lin shi bao fo jiao..
wakakakazz..
if stil can pass dis subject..
i reli can b shen tong ady..XD
after 2ml's paper..
juz left 1 more 2 go--Accounting..
walau..
dis is the subject i hate the most!!
i ady hate for many years since i m in secondary sch..
nw in college stil nid 2 c it!!
2 bad!!!>.<"
bt bo huat la.
. juz hope tat can shun shun li li pass la..
abo i nid 2 meet it again (resit)...
hahaxx..

after account paper??
no more liao lar..
stil wan meh?
hahaxx..
tat time can c my dar dar le..
happy happy..^^
cz my dar dar come fetch me at my hostel ma..^^
gd gd..hehexx..^^
so excited nia~
po bu ji dai lorhxx..XD
2day is my dar dar's bday...
Happy Birthday again ya~
although ady said many time 2 him..^^
bt i stil wan 2 say more..
until 12am 2ml..xD
happy birthday..happy birthday..happy birthday..^^
muacksxzz..^^
little father..
i luv u ya~
hehexx ^_^v


-3 more days 2 go-
i miss u
i luv u
^^

HappY BirTHdaY mY Dar dAR..^^

-20 Jan 2009-

is a very important day 4 me..
its my dar dar's bday..^^
i cant b by his side..
bt my heart is owaz b with him..
he knw it..^^
v chat through msn and fon when it reach 12am..
bt tat stupid line owaz dc..
choose 2 dc on dis time point..
so bad line..
afterward is fine ady..
v r sweet enough..
the present i gv him earlier when i go kl last 2 weeks..^^
he likes them so much..
i m glad abt tat..^^
1st time do card n board for others as present..^^
luckily not 2 bad..XD nw..
juz wait the coming friday..
cz dar dar will coming bc from kl..
come 2 my side..
accompany me celebrate cny..
our 1st time 2 celebrate cny 2gether.
. muz b much nice memories..
so excited..^^


my beloved man~
Happy Birthday..^^



-little father-
my dar is 21 year old nw..
he is a little father nw..
hehexx..^^
n i..m a little mother nw..^^
ham ham n wei wei r our sons..^^
happy family~ muacksxzz..^^
luv ya~ bliss bliss nw~
i knw my little father(dar dar) is over joy..XD



-3 more days 2 go-
missing u
`luv owaz`
^^

..中国人的普通话和马来西亚的华语..

中国人：今晚 你有空吗？我没空！
大马人：今晚你得不得空？我不得空！

中国人：饼干 受潮了…。
大马人：饼干'漏风'了…。

中国人：从上 海去苏州要多少个小时？
大马人：从上海去苏州要几粒钟？

中国人：难道他不可以来吗？
大马人：你不给他不来啊？

中国人：周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。
大马人：周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。

中国人：我一向都是这样的
大马人：我一路来都是这样的啦

中国人：我的手机掉进沟渠了。
大马人：我的电话掉进龙沟了。

中国人：这样你不是很不值得吗？
大马人：这样你'马'很不 '歹'？

中国人：你是真聪明！
大马人：你真是pan nai！(源自马来语pandai，聪明的意思)

中国人：你安静！
大马人：你diam diam！(源自马来语diam，安静的意思)

中国人：我要去银行取款。
大马人：我要去银行'按钱'。

中国人：为什么？
大马人：做么？

中国人：你很强~
大马人：你很够力~

中国人：明天也叫他一起去吧！
大马人：明天叫'埋'他一起去！

中国人：我很郁闷~~~
大马人：我很'显'（sien）啊~~~~（'显'比郁闷的境界更高）

中国人：你再说我就打你！
大马人：你再说我就hood你！（有点粗俗的）

中国人：你在说什么？
大马人：你在说sommok？

中国人：你不要令我丢脸~
大马人：你不要'下水'我~

中国人：真被你气到…。
大马人：被你炸到…。

中国人：你别乱来~
大马人：你表乱乱来~

中国人：你很无聊
大马人：你很废

中国人：XX你
大马人：Kanasai（意思是像大便一样，骂人的话）

中国人：迫切
大马人：bek chek

中国人：我们一起吃这碗面~
大马人：我们'公司'吃这碗面~（源自马来语的kongsi，就是一起分享的意思）

中国人：我们结婚吧！
大马人：我们结'分'吧！（'婚'字受粤语影响，所以音不标准）

中国人：今天的天气很热~
大马人：今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~（'到'字要拉长，然后没有下文了）

中国人：哇!
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中国人：我受不了他！
大马人：我behtahan他！

哈哈~^^

i miss u so much^^

dar dar..
i miss u..
dono whr 2 release my feeling..
so i juz simple post it on dis blog..
i miss u..
so much n much..
every second..i miss u..
i wan u hug me tight..
i wan u 2 kiss me longer..
i wan 2 hear u say u luv me in front of me..
i wan b by ur side..4ever..
i miss u..
i luv u..
dar..u r my beloved man..
i nid u..juz bcz..i luv u..
muacksxzz..^^


..my dar..^^

-5 more days 2 go-
i miss u
..luv owaz..
^^

I m sensitive~

juz nw..
bcz of sumtin..
i felt unhappy..
til nw..my mood stil not so gd..
dar..do u knw i m stil care abt tat tin?
i dint spy on u since u knw n u said u dn like it..
until nw i stil wil care when u say tat can ask him anything juz bcz i owaz ask him ur tins..
although i knw u r not purposely make me unhappy..
i oso knw u juz wan 2 prove tat u din lie..
bt as u said..
i m sensitive..
i care..
so i totally dono wat 2 say after tat..
straight moody..
so pls..
dar..
can dn talk abt tat tin again?
pls..
i m sry abt tat..
bt i reli care..
sry..
bcz i m sensitive!!

i luv u~
-6 more days to go-
miss u~
^^

i miss u

i miss u..badly..
since v separate..i miss u..alot..
since v get bc 2gether again..
i felt tat i m in bliss n happy status..
i luv u..
thx 4 bringing me 2 a paradise tat full of happiness n blissful..
i luv u so much..
n i miss u so much..
waiting 4 u 2 come bc..
i wish 2 c u n hug u..
i luv the way v kiss n hug..
dar dar..
i miss u..



-7 days to go-
-waiting patiently-
-i luv u-
^^

My 1st Blog here..

This is my 1st blog at Blogger..
i think nobody knw tat i hv a blogger account..
cz i never told anybody around me..
i dont wish 2 let any1 of us 2 knw abt it..
mayb juz bcz i think tat dis is not article tat suitable 2 let every1 2 read abt..

recently..
i felt tat my life is fell of bliss..

its juz bcz the man i luv is come bc 2 me..
he is the man i luv d most..
i hv been waiting 4 him..
n finally.he comes bc 2 me..
he stil luv me..
i m reli glad 2 heard tat..
i hope tat v wil stil can keep sweet as b4..
even more sweet than b4..
i luv him..
no matter wat happen.
.i stil luv him so much..
b4 dis..many unhappy incident occur btween us..
bt nw..seems like all of it hs gone..
v turn bc luvly as last time..
i hope dis relation can lasting 4ever..
keep sweet n luvly 4ever n never..

i luv u..jw..
so much.
.^^